Friday, April 25, 2014

MICHAEL STOKOE SPEAKING SEPTEMBER 1994.

I CAN TEACH YOU
TECHNIQUE BUT NOT INTENT.
A DRAWING IS GOOD OR BAD
ACCORDING TO HOW MUCH IT FULFILLS
ITS INTENTION, (OR PURPOSE.)
WITHOUT THE AQUISITION OF TECHNIQUE
ONE HAS NOT THE POWER TO FULFILL THE DRAWINGS PURPOSE.

MICHAEL STOKOE SEPTEMBER 1994.
RAYE'S ANGELS.

Thursday, April 24, 2014

POEM. 8 SEPTEMBER 1995

POEM


I LONG TO GRASP
WHAT I CANNOT HAVE
AND FEED THE HURT INSIDE.

TO STAUNCH THIS PAIN
SO SOAR FROM WEEPING
WAVES OF SORROW IN MY LIFE
AND FREE THE PRISONER
TRAPPED WITHIN MY HEART.


PRINT FROM LINO.
RAYE'S ANGELS ART WORK.

POEM. ANGER. TUESDAY 6 SEPTEMBER 1994.


ANGER


I CUT MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU
DEPRIVING SELF FOR MY DESIRE.
I THINK OF YOU HOURLY AS PUNISHMENT
TO REFRESH THE PAIN AND ENJOY THE HURT 
WHICH CONSTANTLY REMINDS ME
 THAT I STILL LIVE.

I DESPISE MY HEART FOR ITS PERSISTENCE
IN LONGING FOR YOU EACH DAY.
THIS MELTING FLESH DESERVES TO SUFFER
FOR DARING TO LOVE.

I CAN NOW ONLY ABUSE AND SPITEFULLY USE 
THIS SNIVELING WRETCH
IN THE FACE OF YOUR REJECTION
WHICH MAY THRILL YOU TO KNOW
I NOW REJECT MYSELF.


BACK TO BACK.





POEM. TUESDAY 6 SEPTEMBER 1994

POEM


I HATE YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
I LOATH YOU BECAUSE I NEED YOU.
I FEAR YOU BECAUSE YOU HURT ME 
AND HATE  MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU
AND AM REVOLTED BY MY OWN DESIRE.

THERE IS NO STRENGTH IN LOVE
IT IS MY DESTROYER
CRUSHING THE IN MOST PARTS 
AND DAMAGING SELF CONFIDENCE
CAUSING ME TO HATE TO LOVE.

THE WEEPING WOMAN.  CERAMIC TILE.
ART WORK BY RAYE'S ANGELS.




FROODY A BULLFROG. POEM. MONDAY 14 FEBRUARY 1994

FROODY.

FROODY A BULLFROG WITH EVERY THING TO GIVE
THE LIFE OF AN ARTIST DECIDED HE WOULD LIVE.
COLOURFUL MOMENTS CAPTURED BY A GLANCE
PAINTINGS OF AMERICA, ITALY AND FRANCE.
THE VASTNESS OF AMERICA ITS SUN AND SEA AND SAND
ALL SUBJECTED TO TRANSLATION BY HIS DRAWING HAND.

PORTRAITS AND STILL LIFE'S OBJECTS LOST AND FOUND
TRANSFORMED INTO IMAGES ON A FLAT BACKGROUND.
GAZING AT HIS MODELS THINKING CUBES AND CONE'S
BY A SIMPLE PENCIL MARK HE CONJURED UP THEIR BONE'S.

ART WORK BY RAYE'S ANGELS.

THE HERMIT POEM MONDAY 7 FEBRUARY 1994

THE HERMIT


POOR OLD FROODY, ONCE A HANDSOME FROG
ONLY VIEWS LIFE THROUGH A DARK FOG. 
HIS PALETTE FULL OF COLOURS BECOMES A WOODEN SHIELD
SWORDS HIS PAINTING BRUSHES IN READINESS TO WIELD.

NEVER LOOKING OUTWARDS OR UPWARDS TO THE SUN
HE HIDES BEHIND HIS EASEL, SUSPECTING EVERYONE.
DOWN IN THE FISHY WATER, AMONG THE TANGLED WEED
INTELLECTUAL ART BOOKS AND NEWS PAPERS HE'LL READ.

SUCKING ON HIS OLD PIPE PLANNING WORKS DIVINE
HE SUPS ON PLATES OF PASTA AND BOTTLES OF RED WINE.

AND AT HIS FRIENDS HE'LL RUDELY SHOUT
KEEPING ALL HIS CALLERS OUT.

GO AWAY. I AM NOT IN TO DAY 
UNTIL MY EYES ARE BLURRED
AND MY HEART BEATS FAINT
ALL I WANT TO DO IS PAINT.

ART WORK BY RAYE'S ANGELS.

POEM 31 MARCH 1995


POOR FROG

FROG HATES EMOTION
AND FORMS OF DE JA VOUS.
EVERY KIND OF CELEBRATION
AND HIS INNER PERSON TO.

 EVERY EASTER, CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAY
HE  PUTS ON AN EMBARRASSING DISPLAY
ENDEAVORING TO MASK FEELINGS OF SELF DOUBT
FILLED WITH UNWORTHINESS AT HIS NEAREST SHOUT.
SHORE OF THEIR WITHDRAWAL
 ENABLING HIM TO RECLINE
WITH HIS SECRET VALENTINE
 SELF-PITY ON THE BED
 ALONE INSIDE HIS HEAD
UNFORGIVING LIKE A STONE
SUCKING ON REJECTIONS BONE.

ART WORK BY RAYE'S ANGELS.



BUTTERFLY POEM XMAS 1993.

BUTTERFLY

BUTTERFLY TWIRLED AND SPUN AROUND HIS HEAD
TEASING HIM TOWARDS THE GARDNER'S SHED.
WHERE THEY DALLIED FOR DAYS AND HOURS
AMONG  PLANT POTS AND CUT FLOWERS,
UNTIL A BLACK BEETLE JOINED IN THEIR PLAY
AND FASCINATED BUTTERFLY FLEW AWAY.

FROM THAT MOMENT FROGS HEART TOOK FLIGHT
CHANGING HIS WHISKERS FROM GREY TO WHITE.
HE WEEPT DIVING INTO DEEPEST SORROW
HIDING HIMSELF IN A RABITS BORROW.

AND AT HIS FRIENDS WHO CALLED IN VAIN
HE SHOUTED OUT IN GRIEF AND PAIN.
GO AWAY, I AM NOT IN TODAY
UNTIL MY EYES ARE BLURRED
AND MY HEART BEATS FAINT
ALL I WANT TO DO IS PAINT.

ART WORK  BY RAYE'S ANGELS.

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

ROBBIE WRIGHT GUIDED MEDITATION ON CD "ANGELS THAT BRING LOVE." MY ANGEL ENCOUNTER.

TUESDAY 22 APRIL.

I tried out the angel meditation CD for the first time.  It was very good, a relaxation in order to meet with angels, open chakra's and meet ones spirit guide.
  I saw a ray of green light and a person in what appeared to be a blue velvet full length cloak followed by a tall man with brown crinkle skin on his face wearing a head dress of white feathers with brown flecks in them...

WEDNESDAY 23 APRIL.  SECOND ENCOUNTER.

I  dreamt there were lots of people entering my home by the back door who had come to buy food  that had been rejected by the supermarket because the sell by date  on the  labels had passed. 
 Edward my husband was doing a roaring trade selling the items out of our kitchen. His customers were  in our garden preparing the out of date food  in imaginative new ways to serve at a big party. 
 I escaped into the garage and  began talking to an engineer I had not seen for some time many years in fact.  He lay out before me on the garage floor a huge poster he had been working on for me to see. 
 Looking up from his art work at his face for the first time I instantly fell in love.  It was a magical feeling.  I felt myself to be shining as he held my hand and I grew taller in stature at the nearness of his body.  He said "You know that we are in love." and I agreed.  
 Then we were walking together on blue, like the air or on a still  but rippling blue water when I had to climb up on to a huge platform of wide steps but as I was wearing a floor length white brocade dress I told him I was unable to climb.  Then helpers appeared from close by inquiring  how I wanted to look in the dress, explaining that it needed to be shorter in order for me to climb.  They said that it was no problem to them and waveing their hands at  the dress  it instantly became ballerina length enabling me to climb on to the platform and join in with the people assembled there.
The man I was with, I call him my angel had a very handsome face was wearing earth coloured clothing  and made me feel completely loved even though I was fully conscious of the fact I was at least forty years older than  the age he appeared through out the dream. 
 My age  did not matter to him one jot. 
 I awoke feeling very loved this morning after the encounter, the only sad  thing is that I forgot to ask my companion his name...

RAYE'S ANGELS. ART WORK 2012.

Monday, April 21, 2014

SECRET-BEING POEM WRITTEN ON SUNDAY 16 MAY 1993


SORROW IS MY LOVER
HE HOLDS ME WHEN I SLEEP
CRADLED IN TEARS.
HE COILS AROUND MY SPIRIT
PRESSING DEEPER INTO ME
THE WEIGHT OF GRIEF WE SHAIR.

HOPELESSNESS IS MY COMPANION
RISING WITH ME WHEN I WAKE.
HIS ARE MY FIRST THOUGHTS IN THE MORNING
AND HAUNT ME THROUGH OUT THE DAY.
FOREVER GOING THROUGH LIFE'S MOTIONS
HE IS THE PARTNER WITH WHOM I PLAY.

THE SPIRIT OF DEATH IS UPON ME
HE HAS SEASONED ME WITH DIS PARE.
HIS FIREIE TONGS ALREADY LEAP WITH EXCITEMENT
IN A HUNGER THAT CAN  NEVER BE SATISFIED.
ARE READY TO CONSUME MY FLESH
AND FILL A SUICIDES GRAVE WITH THEIR EXCREMENT.


ELIZABETH BEALE -STEPHENS   SUNDAY 16 MAY 1993.
TWO  CERAMIC VASES.  DESIGN FOR LINO PRINT.      
ART WORK BY RAYE'S ANGELS .

SECRET-BEING WIND OF HEAVEN POEM WRITTEN ON 11 OCTOBER 1993


I'M ON THE OUTSIDE LOOKING IN
AT THOSE WHO ARE TOGETHER.
BOUND UP SO TIGHTLY BY A SIN
WHOSE STRIPES I CANT UNSHEATHE.

BECAUSE ITS DEMON NAME I DO NOT KNOW
THIS LONELINESS I CAN'T MYSELF EXPEL.
FROM THOSE ARROW'S OF SATAN'S BOW
THAT DEEP WITHIN MY HEART DO DWELL.

WILLINGLY I'LL TURN AWAY
AND TAKE ANOTHER COURSE.
MY HEARTS DE SIRE'S DOWN I'LL LAY
SURRENDERED AT THE CROSS.

IF THE MATTER BE REVEALED TO ME
BY HIS PRECIOUS BREATH.
OF THE LIFE THAT CAN ONLY BE
OBTAINED ON EARTH BY DEATH.

ELIZABETH BEALE-STEPHENS   SUNDAY 11 OCTOBER 1993.

PENCIL SKETCH ON LOCATION IN KENT.  ART WORK BY RAYE'S ANGELS.


 

WARFARE SURROUNDS THE BIRTH OF A MIRACLE. BENNY HINN 11 NOVEMBER 1993.


WARFARE SURROUNDS THE BIRTH OF A MIRACLE.

MIRACLES WILL NEVER COME YOUR WAY WITHOUT WARFARE.

THE ANOINTING NEVER COME'S UNTIL YOU MOVE.

THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT COMES ON YOU WHEN YOU MOVE.

STRUGGLE LEADS ME TO MY DESTINY.


PRINT FROM ORIGINAL LINO CUT BY RAYE'S ANGELS.

SECRET-BEING POEM WRITTEN ON 20 MAY 1996


JESUS I LONG TO BE
AS CLOSE AS A LOVER
AND FEEL YOUR BREATH.

GRASPED FIRMLY TO YOU
MY FACE IN YOUR NECK.
RUFFLE YOUR HAIR
WITH MY FINGER TIPS.

CARESS YOUR BODY
WITH SINFUL LIPS.
DRUNK BY THE ODOUR
OF YOU IN THE AIR
ENJOYING THE JOY
OF AN INTIMATE AFFAIR.

ELIZABETH BEALE STEPHENS  20 MAY 1996

PRINT FROM LINO CUT ORIGINAL ART WORK BY RAYE'S ANGELS 1996.

SECRET-BEING. LOST JOY POEM WRITTEN ON WEDNESDAY 10 JULY 1996

LOST JOY

WHERE IS IT
WHERE DID MINE GO.
I'VE LONGED FOR IT SO
THE JOY OF LIFE.

WHAT IS IT
I WISH I KNEW.
THEN I'D GRASP IT TO
THE JOY OF LIFE.

IS IT A SUNNY DAY
WITH THE BREEZE IN MY HAIR
OR THE SILENT NIGHT AIR
THE JOY OF LIFE.

I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS
TO HAVE HER SPRING FROM MY HEART
AND EVERY PART OF ME QUIVER WITH
THE JOY OF LIFE.

WHERE DOES IT COME FROM
I WISH I KNEW
THEN I'D BE ALIVE
AND ENJOYING IT TO
THE JOY OF LIFE.


ELIZABETH BEALE STEPHENS WEDNESDAY 10 JULY 1996

MODDELING FOR  PORTRATE  1996 ELMERS END CROYDEN.

GOD OF GLORY, BY THE RISING OF YOUR SON YOU HAVE BROKEN THE CHAINS OF DEATH AND HELL; FILL YOUR CHURCH WITH FAITH AND HOPE, FOR A NEW DAY HAS DAWNED AND THE WAY TO LIFE STANDS OPEN IN OUR SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST.AMEN.

RAYE'S ANGELS
ART WORK. POSTER 2009.