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BLESSED IS THE ONE WHO LOVES WITHOUT DESIRE. BROKEN GOLD CHAINS.
READER'S PLEASE TAKE NOTE MY SPELL-CHECKER IS NOT WORKING.
THURSDAY 8 MAY 2014
11:10. Woke at 6:43 this morning to a grey sky nothing has changed the sky is still grey and rain is in the air. Edward has driven off to his ceramic class and I am alone in bed. To keep my arms warm I am wearing a long sleve black thurmal top and drinking cold coffee from my mug a large flowery bone china affair. The house feels still and silent but for one creak on the wooden tread of our stairs. The road below my bedroom window is full of passing vehicles.
Dreamt that I was wearing an assortment of gold necklaces and decorative chains which suddenly all broke sliding down my body from around my neck to land on the ground in frunt of my eyes.
I was quite shocked as I had no idea that I was wearing any thing at all around my neck let alone a bunch of necklaces and gold chains.
My conclusion is that it is a spiritual realease of invisable chains of love that have been choaking me. Blocking my progress in life. Preventing me from speaking out the truth as I see. I am only guessing as I don't really know.
In my dream I gazed in surprize at the golden chains at my feet as they appeared to all be conbined into a golden mix forming a collar or thrall like prisioners of old wore.
I was a prisoner of love it is hard for me to understand but it was a deceptive love. Not freeing as love is suposed to be but controling.
The love the I was brought up with from my birth was a love that terrified me I lived in fear of my mother. I spent the whole of my childhood and consequent life in fear of her in performing actions out of that fear to apease her.
So somewhere in my emotional development love has become distorted and associated with fear and control not freedom of expression in actions bringing joy to all partys.
I have confused myself more by attempting to analize my dream described above.
Anyway I did not pick up the broken gold chains lyeing at my feet I just paused looking down at them in amazment wich is a good thing.
Thanks to the prayers of my dear sister Anne I believe something has been broken in the spirit that has held me imprisioned and I am free.
Thank you Jesus for the great work you performed in my life yesterday.
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