VISITED ST PAUL'S CHURCH FOR THE EVENING SERVICE AT 6.30 PM.

SUNDAY 29 SEPTEMBER.

Dull and cold day. Local Elim Rock church.  Rose phoned. Headache.  Cold, pain down my right leg.  Very tired my back feels soar. I can't wear a bra, my skin is unhealthy, it feels tender and so itchy.  I am aware all day that my  back is irritated perhaps it is hives or an allergy

I feel up set as Edward keeps on falling asleep.  He looks so different now he is on medication.  Fat.  

Some thing is wrong  my back feels so soar and itchy any clothing is causing me discomfort I could rip my skin right off my back it feels so soar...

I LOVE READING ROMANTIC NOVELS BY BARBARA ERSKINE.

28 September Saturday.
I am very disappointed there has been no message from Catherine my sister, I feel very hurt...  She has let me down and I am sad about her behaviour towards me.
 Edward feels very healthy he has worked very hard in our garden this week.
Finished reading Barbara Erskine novel "Times Legacy."

10.11 AM.  Grey sky very bright light with a promise of sun to follow.  Slept on the sofa bed.  Had a bath and cut my toe nails adorning them with burnt orange nail varnish.  Shaved my legs slathering on Kath Kitson body lotion, I love rose perfume.  There was a heavy rain squall earlier this morning while Edward was making his breakfast. 

 New novel to read in bed before sleeping.  "Left Behind."  It is also a film.

Doreen Taylor just left number ten across the road to walk to the bus stop ready to board the 10.26 bus into town.  She is ninety four years old a pert little woman with good health and total with it and up to to date unexpected at her age.  I have a heavy chesty cough and blocked nose and my voice comes out as a croak when I speak.

drawing by Edward Stephens.

OVERCOMING GUILT BY DR WINDY DRYDEN. IS AN AMAZING BOOK TO READ.

SEPTEMBER 18 WEDNESDAY.

Edward adult education class.  Cry charity shop.  Driving lesson at 10.00.

 8.36 am.  Rain.  Charley has just waved to me through the window from across the road., he is sitting in his front room.

  Hot coffee from my vacuum flask with one Belvita biscuit.  I had to consume cold cure tablets to ward off a soar throat yesterday afternoon. 

 Only nineteen years to go then I shall be the same age as my mother when she died in this house.

  This week has gone so quickly, I did not do much work yesterday only scanned new stars with cavorting angels, at least I have made a start on my angel work. 

 I must prepare my studio by putting away the sofa bed as it is blocking  my  space.   I have been sleeping on it as the room is quieter over looking our garden.  The atmosphere is also much lighter as grandpa Wason died in the room in which Edward and I usually sleep . My  art studio  was my mothers bed room for most of her life. 

 My cold is yet to develop, I can't feel my soar throat a present but my nose is wet and my left ear buzzing. Edward my husband of fourteen years's body lying next to me feels like a warm limpet wrapped around me as I record  this my journal. 

 The cold mornings have begun,  I  will be dressing in my ski suit each day soon.

Met Doreen Taylor at the bus stop, my late mothers local confidant living at number ten opposite our house with a white front gate.

Drawing by Edward.

EDWARD WITH MARIANNE CHIVERS AND ROBIN COCKEL IN LEE SE 3 BLACKHEATH SOUTH EAST LONDON .

IN MY ART STUDIO COME BED ROOM.

CHAKRA CLEARING. AWAKENING YOUR SPIRITUAL POWER TO KNOW TO HEAL. DOREEN VIRTUE. THE BEST SELLING AUTHOR OF HEALING WITH ANGELS.

OCTOBER 23 WEDNESDAY.

Rain.  Driving lesson cancelled.  Worked in Cry shop.  Edward not well he is very tired with a bad chest.  He saw an hallucination of his late mother.  Back-ache, I could not get to the lavatory on time so wet the floor.  Edward is upset as he did not get much sleep having to get up continually during the night to pass water every hour.  Rebecca the crystal lady gave me three bracelets and a crystal as a birthday gift, she is lovely, so open to the world and free in spirit.... Letter to Betty.

I get pain in my ankles as soon as I lay down, even though I always sit with my legs raised during the evening.  We need a new sofa as the currant one lacks back support and the seats are sagging. 

 Hot flushes every morning and evening, all the time I am dressing and undressing, at the slightest emotional reaction in my brain a hot flush flairs up within my body with perspiration and panic breaks out.