Friday, June 21, 2013
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Friday, June 7, 2013
Sunday 2 June.
6.50. Edward dreamt that he was chopping wood. Dreamt that I was with Sir Tom Jones, what an amazingly powerful man a great dream experience the best I have had in years. He was working with and for local young people and offenders and came into the gathering at my church centre for a lunch time rest full of concern for their behaviour. To my surprise he carried a huge black leather bible. In my dream he appeared to be was a Born Again christian. While watching and listening to him speak in my dream I could see the power of the Holy Spirit of Jesus God the Father twinkling on and around him it was magnificent. I was delighted to take him for lunch with a £50 note. We went to a mans outfitters where Sir Tom tried on new clothing discarding all he was wearing and went out into the street looking fresh and fabulous. I was wearing a smart navy blue business suit. Sir Tom took an interest in my apparel and tried out adjusting the way I was wearing my clothes to smarten me up. Insisting it is the way you wear on outfit that counts more than the cut or expense. He looked so young and amazing even though he must be in his sixty's I guess. Walking along the road with me chatting I felt his vibrancy of life and energy for work. Two security guards followed him at a distance. I have not had such an exciting dream that woke me feeling energized before. Sir Tom carried the bible with him through out my dream. I loved his genuine honesty of personality in the dream.
Sunday 26 May.
A very quiet day with the angels. I used angel soup bowel and cup's also silver tea spoons. I filled a glass bowel full of yellow roses and lit a perfumed candle and continued to read Doreen Vitues teaching book Angel Visions. Sun all day. Rob and Vesta visited; Cleaning ironing. Listened to Angel meditation CD by Mrs Virtue. Edward phoned. no church.
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Saturday 9.30. Windy, grey and white cloud, very dark heavy sky. Pains in both my knees could not sleep . very bad dreams. Dreamt I had open red soars on my face. Mum was screaming at me. I was late for work and had two huge bags to carry which I dragged along the road to catch a bus. In a shop I found that the bags were full of sanitary towels when I came to pay. The stress of the dream woke me feeling drained and anxious.
It has been a very hot day I wore my new white cotton trousers for the first time with pretty new blouse and new necklace. We drove to St Peters Garden life style centre for a late lunch, stopping off at the Water Splash beach-centre where we parked up in the sunshine to rest and read our books.
Friday 5.01 I have just woken up every thing is silent and peaceful.
I have mega pain in my right hip. The sky is dark still the early morning light is gently slipping into place there is no indication from above as yet to whether the day will be sunny and warm or miserable with tears from heaven.
Graham finished the television project. Hot sun. I went for a walk around the block posted letters to Betty, June and Alan.
Edward home. He had a good holiday enjoyed himself. He bought me a jewelry set, bracelet, necklace and earrings very nice I love the colour of the beads . His mood was good for a while then it changed. He was very late home as he missed his prepaid for taxi. We went into St Helier walked around the town Edward bought fish and chips and told me stories of the weeks fishing.
A very tiny man like a wood elf called Rob approached Edward and chatted to him for a while. He gave Edward a large rainbow trout 3LB and a tiny emerald green fishing fly at the Whistling Pound reservoir Ex more. Rob had a white goatee beard he supported a neat silvery look wearing light green clothing and chest waders tied with a belt he looked like a gremlin he was so small according to Edward. Over all Edward caught eleven fish in four days holiday which was very good indeed.
Thursday 6.10. Dark sky and rain. I woke with pain in my right hip, probably from straining to move the sofa bed in my studio. I have so much work to do before Edwards arrives home. I have no time for art work on present Angel project. I have pain in my upper thighs. My plans to meditate are on hold as I feel I have had no time except the few hours last Sunday when Ii was able to clean the home and set a nice table with yellow roses and a meal after my bath then rest, relax and read. I have worked very hard all week much harder and longer with Edward away. I have had the freedom to clean the shed and chuck away rubbish. I feel dominated and prevented from doing all I want to do about the house. I have more cleaning and laundry and ironing waiting. Graham is going to hang the small television on the wall in the dining room as a surprise for Edwards return. I have asked him and just hope he will do so. I must get him to sign an agreement as to when he will repay the three thousand loan. I want to clean my car today but it is raining. I wont have time to read or rest as I have letters to write. I loved my angel day. I cant listen to CD with Edward home he does not like the noise I feel obliged to please him. The television is up on the wall and working. Rain all day bed at 9.30.
Wednesday..7.15. Grey sky. dark look over the earth. Rain. Every thing looks dull and uninteresting when the sun is asleep. I suspect that its cold and windy even though I can see no movement in the vegetation of the garden across the road from my bedroom window. We don't see Charlie at work in his front room window these days except on very rear occasions because the blinds those crosswise slatted plastic affairs are kept closed. When I look out in the morning there is sometimes a face peering out at me from the house opposite. .I used to think it was a patten on the glass made of road dust thrown up by the traffic until Ii saw the face of an old woman reflected by the early morning sunlight . Her sudden movement shook me....I have back pain this morning and my right eye is not in top form with all the exercise painting it is no surprise that I feel drained. Wrote a cheque for three thousand pounds for Graham to pay for an operation on his back. He will repay me in 2015 when he expects a life insurance pay out. Bath and hair wash. Worked on clearing the shelves in the shed. My legs and back ache with carrying heavy tins of paint up the garden and into the garage. Laundry. Second coat of paint applied to the floor. Vacuumed it first. I worked all day. Interludes of bright sunshine.
Tuesday
7.15. Rain, grey sky. I woke feeling tired. I keep yawning. Graham phoned. I applied second coat of paint on shed walls. Some sunny periods. I painted the shed floor two coats of white paint. Edward telephoned he seems very happy and enjoying himself, he caught three fish. I saw lights around the billowing stalk of the Clematis climbing plant near our kitchen window. The pail blue and white aura's from the floating suckers waving in the breeze in search for a support to cling to and curl around for anchorage. I lay in bed for three hours this morning reading Angel Visions and how to see them by Doreen Virtue.
7.15. Rain, grey sky. I woke feeling tired. I keep yawning. Graham phoned. I applied second coat of paint on shed walls. Some sunny periods. I painted the shed floor two coats of white paint. Edward telephoned he seems very happy and enjoying himself, he caught three fish. I saw lights around the billowing stalk of the Clematis climbing plant near our kitchen window. The pail blue and white aura's from the floating suckers waving in the breeze in search for a support to cling to and curl around for anchorage. I lay in bed for three hours this morning reading Angel Visions and how to see them by Doreen Virtue.
MONDAY 7.37
Bright sun light, blue sky, shadows.I had a bad night and sleep. Dreamt... I was showing Edward how my toe nails had grown almost ten inches long in one week they were curling under my feet. Vina has hideous finger nails that look green and deformed on her left hand. Also Edward had revamped our bathroom with psychedelic colours and designs. Max from Eastenders was criticizing me and my clothing then kissed me. My face was covered in heavy brown spots all down one side that looked like freckles. I don't feel good, am very tired and hungry. I felt so hot all night,but the house is cold. Very quiet day. shower. I decorated half the garden shed inside with white paint. Laundry. Read Doreen Virtue book. I came into the house from the garden later to hear loud noise from the television. I thought that Edward was home and watching a program but no the television had come on by its self. I was momentarily shaken. The TV remote is faulty we also need the box and electrics adjusted.
Bright sun light, blue sky, shadows.I had a bad night and sleep. Dreamt... I was showing Edward how my toe nails had grown almost ten inches long in one week they were curling under my feet. Vina has hideous finger nails that look green and deformed on her left hand. Also Edward had revamped our bathroom with psychedelic colours and designs. Max from Eastenders was criticizing me and my clothing then kissed me. My face was covered in heavy brown spots all down one side that looked like freckles. I don't feel good, am very tired and hungry. I felt so hot all night,but the house is cold. Very quiet day. shower. I decorated half the garden shed inside with white paint. Laundry. Read Doreen Virtue book. I came into the house from the garden later to hear loud noise from the television. I thought that Edward was home and watching a program but no the television had come on by its self. I was momentarily shaken. The TV remote is faulty we also need the box and electrics adjusted.
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