Thursday  6.10.  Dark sky and rain.  I woke with pain in my right hip, probably from straining to move the sofa bed in my studio.  I have so much work to do before Edwards arrives home.  I have no time for art work on present Angel project.  I have pain in my upper thighs. My plans to meditate are on hold as I feel  I have had no time except the few hours last Sunday when Ii was able to clean the home and set a nice table with yellow roses and a meal after my bath then rest, relax and read.  I have worked very hard all week much harder and longer with Edward away.  I have had the freedom to clean the shed and chuck away rubbish.  I feel dominated and prevented from doing all I want to do about the house.  I have more cleaning and laundry and ironing waiting.  Graham is going to hang the small television on the wall in the dining room as a surprise for Edwards return.  I have asked him and just hope he will do so. I must get him to sign an agreement as to when he will repay the three thousand loan.  I want to clean my car today but it is raining.  I wont have time to read or rest as I have letters to write.  I loved my angel day.  I cant listen to CD with Edward home he does not like the noise I feel obliged to please him.  The television is up on the wall and working.  Rain all day bed at 9.30.