26 Friday
June house move today.

6.55 AM.Blue sky, no cloud.  Woke to huge mug of coffee and two Belvita biscuits delicious.  We also fancied cubes of 70% dark chocolate to begin our day with but we have none in the house. 

 Edward Harry had his stabilizer a bowel of porridge made with water in order to swallow two pain killers. 

 I feel hot my skin is damp with perspiration.  Each morning I inspect my ankles expecting them to be the size of a balloon due to the burning and uncomfortable sensations enemating from them during the night.

Drempt ... My fingers were extended double their usual length.  I had put on gloves made out of bunches of celery. My hands were dark green and each finger was a  pail green stick of celery.  I could see the strings of the plant were my  veins.  I saw myself put on the celery as gloves and felt the cool stickiness of the watery inside of the plant on the palms of my hand.

25 Thursday

7.15.AM.  The road is wet there are pools of water on the flat roof of the garage opposite across the road from my bedroom window.  The commuter traffic is noisy racing passed our house making the dull morning light flicker into the room.
 The pains in Edwards wrists and shoulders have returned.   So  this rain hails a bad day.
 Dreamt... I was attempting to climb over a huge bolder it was long and fat like a bridge stone.  The group of people I was with managed the climb up to and over the rock but I remained stuck at the last quarter even though I tried I just could not get my leg to reach over on to the  top .  Many  people were shouting encouragement above and below me to help but I just could not climb up on to the final hard bit.  

7.45.AM   It is raining so fast and hard I can only  see it as it pounds on to the water in our gold fish pond stirring it up into a bubbling witches cauldron.   

In dream two...I was also facing a huge obstetrical  very high wall it appeared to be the side of a metal ware house. A youth helped me approach when we saw a long ladder leaning against the wall I was excited to see it and wanted to hurry to use the ladder but stickiness on the ground slowed our approach and when I finally reached the wall the ladder had been removed.

There is no easy or quick way to solve  problem's.
 8.20 AM.  Blue sky and sun have appeared.  Edward has the runs this morning.  Waiterose  supermarket  big shop.  Walk round Swiss Valley and surrounding lanes in the sunshine.  Cut up photo's.  TV. bed. A very hot day with plenty of sun.  Very tired...

24 Wednesday.
5.30 AM.  Edward up earley to make porridge and drinks.  7.14. Patches of deep blue sky peeping through heavy pink tinged white cloud.  I have a huge red itchy gnat bite on the inside of my right knee.
  I love wearing my new watch, bought £7.50. with glittery bracelet.
  Worked in Cry Shop.  Changed navy cotton trousers in Marks and Spencer for replacement as both hems had fallen down on the legs.
 Prince George, Alexander, Louis is the Royal Baby's name.
 I can't find two items of clothing my sage green skirt with the net frill and blue summer top, my memory is so bad i could have thrown out the skirt but not the top as it is new.
 I must buy a new fitted bottom bed sheet as Edward put his foot through the currant one tearing a huge hole in it.  He has very dry skin on his heals , the skin is very rough and cracked with sharp edges.  Several times his heals have gouged my legs and the skin on my shins making them bleed during the night over the years while sleeping near to me.

  I love to walk in the cool shade of the woods and land behind Longueville Manor Hotel with Edward...

 23 Tuesday
8.55 Heavy grey cloud.  The world out side the bed room window looks very drab and dull.

  Edward is at the end of his steroid test trial.  The last group of eight tablets in the trial is this morning.  They stopped  his  wrist and shoulder pain.  He has eaten so much more he has put on weight since feeling better.  He  worked in the garden and has helped me around the house since he has felt stronger.  There is stiffness in my right ankle on walking.  My memory is so bad I keep on forgetting to swallow my vitamin pills even though I strive to remember.   Edward has returned to his former eating plan that include's ice cream and snacking all day long besides large meals at set meal times.  He will soon weigh twenty stone hay ho.  Went out in  my car with Graham, he has not got his new bank cash card yet, he has been waiting two weeks.   Worked on cutting up photographs to make montage the aim is to clear all albums stored with family photo's by half saved on to computer disc...Not so hot or bright sunshine to day. 

 22 MONDAY

Woke feeling so drained I can hardly see also breathless.  I need sleep.  Worked all day helping Edward-Harry clear out garage.  Clutter cleared my studio.  Vacumed and cleared out sun room also kitchen.  I have a pain in my right ankle.  June phoned, Betty  is not recovering from her stroke well.  She is very confused and can't move her arms also she talks complete rubbish but she is happy with in herself and doing very well seeing that she is over eighty years old.  Pain in my right ankle is persist ant.  The temperature outside is not so hot to day.  Bath.  Edward Harry put colour on the roots of my blond hair.  It looks good my hair colour.  I feel very tired.  Royal Baby Boy Born this afternoon.  No word from Anne or Lucy about their stay here...  Edward Harry wrist and shoulder pain is much better due to the steroid tablets.  Side effects are that he cant clear his chest so well.  He has made an effort to be affectionate since I told him how I long to be held and cuddled closely.  I have not had any cuddles for so long it has been quite a shock to be hugged out of the blue after so long without.

A VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY IN SOMPTING LANCING AT JUNES HOME 2006

SOON TO BE ON HER STAR MAT.