Attended local Elim Church. Bring and share lunch in which Edward engaged with the people and the food of cause. Hot sunny day. I cleaned the sun-room. I feel depressed. Edward is not well . He eats and sleeps all day. His left hand is swollen. I am almost seventy, my life is over and I have not begun to live. I don't see a future for me. At my age what is there to look forward to. Nothing new or interesting, especially as I get tired so quickly with no energy at all. I don't want to have to watch my husband fade away.
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