SUNDAY 20.
I feel so down and sorry for myself. I don't know what the point of it all is, I must be depressed.
Elim Rock church this morning very good and so friendly the people are amazing. Worked on Angel Cluster design. Vacuumed the conservatory and kitchen floor. It takes me ages to perform that task as I have to crawl around the floor on my hands and knees. Edward mowed the lawn. Rain on and off all day. Laundry. Jill collected me for the evening service at ST Paul's church in town. Edward is very pleased with the roof repair's on his studio. Not much sleep last night . Edward is moody and I don't know what to do with myself every thing seems hopeless; My hearing is very bad my left ear. Hot flushes, I feel and look old with eye bags and thin stringy hair. Cold wind all day with spitting rain. Cooked up saucepan of Kurley Kale. Could not sleep. I just feel resined.
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