Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Caffeine free teas and plane boiled water.NO COFFEE. I AM TRYING. ALSO I LONG FOR A CIGARETT. TRYING TO CLEAN UP MY BODY FROM THE INSIDE IS HARD WORK.

OCTOBER 24, THURSDAY.
Edward has just driven off to his ceramics class the last one before half term. 
 I am not keen on being at home alone.  I imagine the late residents watching me.
Lucy's baby due to be born today.   
9.50. AM.  Grey sky.  Sleeping in my studio could become a habit as the room and bed have a completely different atmosphere.  The guest mattress is narrow and one is able to lay flatter and I am able to see directly out of the window the view is not as interesting as our main bed room. Only part of   the  walls and the tops of cars in the garage back lot are visible.  If the bed were higher I would be able to see into our vast garden.
I have a very dry mouth this morning and pain in my lower back also my left ear is blocked.
Toasted rye bread has a sweet musty aroma and my herbal tea smells of lavender. 
 The roses Edward gave to me for my birthday a deep red in colour look black against the back light of cold grey morning sky.  They are struggling to hold up their beautiful heads and their once  glossy petals are beginning to separate from the centre opening wide before they fall...
Baby born, phone call from Anne. 
 Driving with Graham. During a walk in Swiss Valley later I saw tiny wild Violet in full bloom very strange for mid October.  Graham is not well, he has chest pains, he is very worried about his health as he is in such pain all the time. 
 Worked on Angel Cluster.  Bed late.  Hot flushes all day.  Edward slept in my studio.



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