Sunday 27 OCTOBER
Edward deliberately says things to hurt my feelings every day.
10.30 St Paul's ministry team with Lois.
7.55.AM. Blue sky, sun shine. violent wind it is rattling inside the chimney . I have not heart the sad call of the sea gulls in the morning for some time they don't land on the rooftops in the latter part of the year. Slept in my studio, no petals have dropped from my red roses yet even though they are fading.
11.50.PM. I feel very down, quite low. Very strong wind banging loudly on the glass in the window frames, I feel sick I feel so down. I don't want to be here any more. Edward reluctantly booked a three day break at the Ambassador hotel and has been giving me hell ever since.
SO BEAUTIFUL.
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