SATURDAY 4 JANUARY.
12.23 PM I am in bed with the small hot water bottle.
Velma telephoned. Horribly wet and miserable day. I worked on my lap-top computer. Watched T.V.
I feel very angry and bored. I think that maybe I am depressed due to stress and worries over Christmas also dreary weather always makes me feel down especially when the sky is dark and no sunshine can be seen.
I feel so unappreciated by my siblings, I blame myself entirely for always being so accommodating and loving and considerate towards them over the years. They have taken such advantage of my goodness towards them that they always expect more. I have always sort to please them because of who they are without any appreciation.
Edward has made me realize just how much they have been using my love to their own advantage and I am very angry with my self..
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