JOHN ANSWERED AND SAID. "A MAN CAN RECEIVE NOTHING UNLESS IT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO HIM FROM HEAVEN." JOHN 3. 27.

RECORDED IN LAST YEARS DIARY. 31 DECEMBER 2012.

NEW YEARS EVE.  FRANKIE PHONED.  10.34 AM.  Edward has chest infection.  Wind, grey sky, no rain.  Cleaned the home plenty of rain later.  Anne phoned she cheered me up.  Bath and hair wash , got dressed up in finery, wore great fishnet tights with black seams also black nail varnish and little black dress to go to hotel Ambassador for gala dinner. £65 each.  Edward not well he is so grumpy and full of complaints.  He dress up in dark jacket and dark trousers also waist coat.  It was the first time he looked goof in months.  Rain.  He complained most of the evening spoilt my enjoyment of the evening.  He just sat most of the evening looking miserable he made no effort to enjoy the fantastic festivities put on by the hotel.  I had to sit alone as he kept wandering off leaving me alone at the table or to dance.  He booked a room at the last minute to stay over because he had been drinking a lot also dreadful rain.