9.05 AM. White cloud no blue sky to be seen at present. Not a quality nights rest. Dreamt that I was with Paul O'Grady, Lilly Savage, we were talking and laughing companionably together. I could not look directly at him. He was being very amusing and gave me a punnet filled with strawberries but I refused to accept them from him even though they looked delicious. Because they had been trimmed and I could see where the over ripe and dirty marks on the fruits had been cut away, they were not whole and unblemished fruits. They looked very fresh tempting and colourful but no!
Fruit in dreams indicates money. So in my dream I refused the gift of a substantial amount of money at least the sum of £600 or more offered to me on a day in the future.
When I have dreamt of eating, finding or being given fruit in the passed it had always had a positive out come. Where by in life I have received a surprise financial gift.
Apples have always materialized in an amount of cash from pence up to £10 coming my way. Red fruit represents much larger amount's of money arriving out of the blue. But as I refused to take the punnet of strawberries offered to me in my dream the money available to me in the ether will pass me by, by all accounts. How very sad, I shall miss out by being too selective or too careful in not taking the trimmed strawberries. I am annoyed and saddened at my unusual behaviour.
9.30.AM. Blazing sunshine has broken through the white cloud, dark shadows. Edward is deeply asleep with his arms clamped tightly around me as I write.
10. PM. In bed. A non-day. I was so tired I spent the whole afternoon in bed reading The Lady magazine back-dates kindly given to me by Val. Our telephone is out of order. Maybe I am drained because I am not drinking coffee only hot water at present. Edward eat crab meat for his tea and has spent most of the evening in the loo doing poos. Email from Rosamund her trial in Canterbury Kent turned out OK in the end. I think that maybe I am depressed.
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